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Still but what now?

Tue Feb 10, 2009, 8:34 PM
Still my heart feels so empty, my body feels so drained and my mind is tired of feeling the way I do.
I now fight the tears, it seems silly to be still crying two months later, so silly, so stupid, I am all those things.
I wonder what will become of me, this broken and invisible girl, who wakes everyday to a world that knows nothing of the bleakness of her soul, the weight of her sorrows.

I'm exhausted, but not healed, and still and still and still I am so mad, hurt, defeated.

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:icononedaynight:
i am sorry to read u have troubles :hug:

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Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling into at one day night. I miss you like hell.
:iconka-si:
Thanks for the fav's :heart:
:iconemberleo:
Take heart in the fact that so many of us suffer with you. It's up to you to try to make the best out of whatlife gives you. I hope you can pull yourself out of this sadness. I know words are easy...it's so hard to do. I can sometimes do it and sometimes I can't. But we have to try to break the cycle of grief and appreciate the one life we have. Best wishes and note me if you need to talk to anyone on a more specific basis. :heart:
:icon6-simplicity-9:
Thank you for the favourite. I hope you find some peace of mind, soon.

I know what I write is never too happy, but don't dwell on words and internalize them. (It may be bad for my business, but I do not want to add to your misery). What my poetry should do is comfort you in knowing that you are not alone. Surely, it is not your fault. We all fall. The test is to pick yourself up. :rose:

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Stock account: ~Simplicity-Stock

This shade of ordinary burns my eyes
simplicity, i despise
in simplicity i'm disguised.

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